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“I don’t want your love unless you know I am repulsive, and love me even as you know it.”— Georges Bataille - My Mother/Madame Edwarda/The Dead Man (via soracities)
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“I know I’m older when I stop wanting / to strangle the girl I was and try to hold her instead.”— Rhiannon McGavin, from “Habit,” in Grocery List Poems
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when lorde said “did my best to exist just for you” and when mitski said “i don’t think i could stand to be where you don’t see me” and when fka twigs said “and didn’t i do it for you? why don’t I do it for you? why won’t you do it for me? when all i do is for you” and when taylor swift said “i made you my temple, my mural, my sky. now I’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life” and when phoebe bridgers said “whatever you want me to do, i will do” and when daughter said “you will grow all you need to grow inside my spine and then take what you need to take, what’s yours is mine” and when the crane wives said “i shine only with the light you gave me” and when
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with bpd the intense emotional pain is physical. i physically feel the sadness, the loneliness, the anger. i feel it in every god damn cell of my body, and it’s tearing me apart.
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